Don't ever take things for granted ;

Better off.

30th April 2009.

One fine day at Town with Jolin&Brenda.

Walk away, Loved. 9:53:00 PM `

Hey, 我真的好想你.

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Hi people, how's life?
Great, I suppose.
For me, like I said.
School&work.
&am currently sick which had already been with me for a week or so.
Sore throat, flu bug, on&off headache/dizziness.

Mood havent been great.
Even the slightest thing irritate the shit out of me.
I'm sorry to friends who had to bear with it.
Especially to Erinna Lin, I know my attitude had been really bad nowadays.
My sincere apologises.

School,
Everything seems so foreign to me.
Especially Jap, it's killing all my brain cells. Lols.
8 modules this sem, how to cope?
Seriously, I do hope I can survive through.

Work,
Everything is fine.
At least there's something to keep me busy.

Well, I know many are curious about my personal life.
All I want to say is mind your own business.
Because I dont think it concern you at all.
If you're being concern, I appreciate.
But you're just being a busybody, then just fcukoff.

To be honest, the breakup is still bothering me.
It's the cause of my terrible moodswings as well.
Yes, laugh at me if you want.
I admit that I'm weak.
That's because you dont know how much effort I put in,
How much I wanted this to last,
How much I loved,
How much I gave,
&how much I sacrificed.

Some around me knew how much effort I put in,
Sometimes I wonder, why didnt you know too.

During nights like that,
I yearn for your warmth.
Just a simple caring sentence, it's enough.
But you never did.

Sometimes I just hope I can still rely on you.
Even if it's just as a friend.
But I couldnt find the courage to approach.
Because I'm too afraid of your cold reaction you always gave.
I really miss you, my dear friend.

Everywhere I go, everything I do,
Reminds me of you.
How happy I used to be.
I smiled with tears welled up in my eyes.
Memories with you were sweet yet,
Bitter.

Till then, update soon.

Walk away, Loved. 12:08:00 AM `

Happy 19th.

14th May 2009.

Happy 19th to Jolin Lek & Jose Tan.

The couple.

Birthday girl& Birthday boy.

Walk away, Loved. 4:51:00 PM `

Hurt so bad.

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
就是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说

baby i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
baby you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
baby i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
baby you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么麽忘记了

Replaying over&over again.
I'm missing you tonight.
My life is all about school&work.
Friends are there but it just doesnt seem right.
I dont feel good.
Mask, I'm wearing everyday.
Ily.

Walk away, Loved. 10:54:00 PM `

Baby, you hurt me so bad.

20th April, Monday.

Out with Jolin&Brenda to Town. Cant remember what had we done that day.